another little piece of my heart, Sudden sharp pain in my tummy. One I knew not to ignore. Yep, I did it to myself. I have an ulcer. And ruptured esophogas from soo much puking. Two IT's, a CT scan, bloodwork, EKG, and chest/ abdominal x-rays later....I am home. Feeling guilty and ashamed. Loaded full of meds. How did I lose control so fast? I swear I was in recovery last August. Now I am ruined....again. And everyone knows. The doctor and nurse were disgusted with me. I am not getting out of bed for...a while.

another little piece of my heart

Sudden sharp pain in my tummy. One I knew not to ignore. Yep, I did it to myself. I have an ulcer. And ruptured esophogas from soo much puking. Two IT’s, a CT scan, bloodwork, EKG, and chest/ abdominal x-rays later….I am home. Feeling guilty and ashamed. Loaded full of meds. How did I lose control so fast? I swear I was in recovery last August. Now I am ruined….again. And everyone knows. The doctor and nurse were disgusted with me. I am not getting out of bed for…a while.

Hey hey. I'm Noel. Goth rock and Indie music seem to describe me well. Ha. I'm a hell raiser and a pacifist at the same time. My life is a constant roller coaster...and I'm hanging on the best I can with my best friend and soulmate, New. I am a total arts junkie....from music, to crafts, and writing, and so much more. Ask me anything. Peace.

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