i am actually so self-conscious to the point where if someone is looking at me i literally feel like they’re thinking and picking out all of my flaws dear god.
You’re hugs are the best. And you always know just when I need them the most. I couldn’t stay mad at you even if I tried.
67553) The thing is, I’m perfectly content with what’s happening to me and while I should be terrified of this, I feel nothing.
some days I’m content, some days I’m scared shitless…
SVL & NFN ❤
You really are so so sooo perfect. I know that you’re always trying your best to make me happy. I’m sorry I’m incredibly difficult and seemingly unappreciative. When I stop and chill out and think about you, I realize just how sweet you are and how much you care about me. You mean the world to me. And when I’m bitchy and mean, it’s my stupid and immature way of saying, “I really need you.” I’m still working on this “communication” thing. Thanks for putting up with me. All my love.
67562) Even suicide must feel better than having a disgustingly fat body and painful anorexic thoughts at the same time.
I love you— I do— but I am afraid of making that love too important. Because you’re always going to leave me. We can’t deny it. You’re always going to leave.
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| — | David Levithan, Every Day (via isolatedinhungerland) |
